good morning sunshine

Good morning everyone :). Guess who woke up in a fantastic mood this morning? Yes, it was me. So happy and upbeat... maybe because it's NYE? Probably, haha. Hope everyone's morning is as great as mine!

new years eve

Well tomorrow is New Years Eve, finally the end of this tragedy known as 2011. I'm ready for a fresh start... with someone new.

CONFESSION TIME!!!

My current age is sixteen and I have never had a New Years kiss... It is on my bucket list. It is also potentially the last New Years Eve we have left [2012...wah]. So I do plan to check it off my list by tomorrow night at 12:01. I'm extremely excited for it. :)

ps. No pressure Mitchy... just gunna remember this my whole life.

baby it's cold outside

I want to cuddle. Right here, right now; with you.

sunshine, lollipops

You are my sunshine,

My only sunshine,

You make me happy,

When skies are gray.

You'll never know how,

How much I love you,

So please don't take,

My Sunshine away.

mirror, mirror on the wall...

dear future me,

I really hope that you're happy with how your life has played out. I hope you haven't always made the right decision and you've regretted things, where is the fun in always being right? I hope the boy that you're so crazy over treats you the way you should be treated... and I hope you have the cutest of children one day, if not already. I hope you never lost your relationship with your mother, she means the world to you, whether you'd like to see it or not. I hope you've eventually learnt to love your "step" father, the one who you've been calling daddy since you were six and realized that DNA isn't the most important part of a father daughter relationship. I hope that you learn to forgive the "sperm donor" of a father who felt, much like a sperm donor, that he could just leave after having you and never turn back. I hope you've stopped wondering whether or not he would have ever come to find you if he were still alive. I hope you're employed but more than that, I wish that you're happy with the work that you do, that your work is meaningful and you make a difference in the world.

Sincerely,

-sixteenyearold Caitt

Victoria's Secret

I will admit to being one of "those girls" who desperately wants to look like this. I will also admit to doing anything in my power to achieve my goal...

run away love

I feel like I should try running away from him, not because I want to be away from him. But because I really wonder if he'd keep all the promises he's made and follow me.

insomnia

Electronic devices are what keep me sane. Especially night like tonight when I cannot sleep. I have shopping and work to do tomorrow!

the ugly truth

If I had treated you how you treated me all along, you would have started hating me a long time ago. I can't help the way that I feel about him? Is it my fault that I've changed and that my feelings have changed too? Is it really my fault someone else treats me the way you didn't?

lets sleep together

I can't say I have ever been happier with one person in my entire life. Being with you doing absolutely nothing is always better than doing anything with any other person...

maybe this'll kinda make the pain go away ?

have you ever felt ...

…so completely happy with your life that you just don’t care? Not necessarily not exactly “not caring” but being simply care free? Absolutely, without a doubt, the greatest feeling.